octobernovember

according to the contrasting digital times i am able to see on both this computer and my automatically-time-updating cellphone, it is currently october and november at the same time.

neat.

it seems appropriate, this being in two times at once... that's actually how i've felt all day, now that i'm able to articulate it. i have felt like two different people, or at least invariably two versions of myself. one saying the last of sad goodbyes, one saying all sorts of hopeful hello's. one healing and dealing with the past, one basically giddy and ready for the future. sitting here on my bedroom floor, listening to Ingrid Michaelson sing about being taken and loved the way she is... it all just fits. i'm happy. that may be all there is to say, for once.

i am a synonym for happy.